Moved

All I want for Christmas....

My cutie boyfriend (but I already have him soooo....) ;-)

sooo..... here's my list. nyaha!

[edit]
Or a MEME PROPOSAL? hihihihi..
kkkkkkkkkkkkk,im just sayin!! A girl can dream. ;-)

Meme Proposal | Tim * Audrey from Crazy Monkey Studio on Vimeo.

We drink the fatal drop

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Using the Bloggr App

This is my first official post using the blogger app. It's alright! I wish they come out with an iPad friendly app. This one is just for the iPhone which you have to zoom-in. Oh well, this will do....for now.

Here's a pic taken using my iPad2 with the Classic Toy camera app. :)

“Friends don't let friends drink Light Beer”

Day 05 A Picture of your favorite Night

This is tough!!! I have spent a lot of nights or should I say early mornings like 3am, in my most drunken state, screaming or whispering (depends really how drunk I am), “this is my favorite night ever” as if celebrating my last stay here on earth. Typically, this happens when I’m with my ultimate drinking buddy, my boyfriend, and our friends. I don’t have pictures to commemorate some of those crazy fun nights. I guess we were all too unhinged either to hold a pose or the camera for having a drop too much.

That’s why thanks to Carlo Salcedo for his amazing Photography skills and perfect timing, he was able to capture just the right moments of this rare night!

June 03, 2011--- After a long hiatus, Audible MC’s went back on stage for Cushe Footwear’s “DEUCE” event at B-Side, Makati City (see related post here). It was the sickest gig ever! They performed their tracks from The Undivided Attention LP with a live band set-up! Imagine, “In the zone” and “Jazz Session” live!!!!! Plus, a lot of people came through, hip-hop heads and fans showed their support. I can’t even begin to describe how amazingly surreal (is there such a thing?) the event was! We ended the night with a small celebration outside the venue so yes, we got fucked up. ;-)

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JAZZ SESSION

Song by Audible MCs from the “The Undivided Attention LP" ©2006 Audible MCs Music

Beat Produced By: Tibbz

Additional Production By: DJ Umph and D’Technician

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Day 04: How was your life changed over the past year?

Day 04: How was your life changed over the past year?

Frankly, I feel like it’s barely changed at all and I have days when I feel like it’s changed a lot. Latter part of 2010 was really tough. I’m talking about overwhelming anxiety and wretchedness, sleepless nights and days of blur. I even got hospitalized for fuck’s sake! But now looking back, I’m not saying I’m happy that I went through such pain, but I’m thankful. I’m thankful that it happened because I was pushed to the limit. When I was going through shit, I wanted to prove my value and worth as a human being so bad. I thought I needed to/had to explain since they were asking. Of course, I wanted to tell my story. Until one day, I realized it was futile. Sabi nga ni Col. Nathan Jessep (A Few Good Men), “either way, I don’t give a damn what you think you’re entitled to!” DUH. Oo nga naman. At that point, I still had some determination and strength reserved hence I decided to use another option, which was to contest my inner & outer demons with grace. I kept my mouth shut and only spoke to souls who were truthfully looking out for me. I turned to writing, books, movies, music, and friends… real friends.

I still consider that phase of my life my biggest transition, my official move to the “greener side” of life. Correction, I wasn’t greedy. I do think there’s nothing wrong wanting to get more out of life if you think it will help you become a better person. To prove my point, I do think I changed for the better, and sweet souls I am still trying to be the better person. On top of that, I’m proud to say I’m still the same little miss I used to be--- vibrant, out-going, who believes and works for pure love, but maybe a little crazier (than normal, LOL). Hey, only because I’m so much braver now.

I’m glad that 2011 has been a great year for new experiences, relationships and achievements. Like what I always say, I’ve never been happier. Thus, let me take this opportunity to express my gratitude. Thank you books, thank you music, THANK YOU HIP-HOP, thank you family, thank you friends… for your fortitude, open-mindedness and wisdom. Damn right I survived! *cheers to that ;-)

ZION-I Coastin'

It’s me and myself
I needed a rest
The windows down breathin' deep in my chest
I used to feel hopeless
Now I feel so rare
Seats lean back
Can't see my chair
See my eyes reflect in the sky
I feel so divine givin'; thanks I'm alive

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Mister kind eyes

When it comes to you,

You are first.

First to my letters

First to receive me

First to my heart,

The lone soul privileged enough to come close

And take me apart.

I won’t flinch and I wont push you away,

I’m inviting you to lend an ear

I only have my words

And the sky of today.

You see,

I don’t blame you for this insufferable desire

Your hands

Your lips

The warmth of you,

I’ll have them all set me on fire

And what’s left of me you may still possess

Don’t stop Mister kind eyes,

The state of me I must confess.

I have lost all of my reasons

While you’re engaged to other things

You come once or at times not at all

I am here unchanged by the seasons.

It is madness and I am consumed

But my love for you is my power as it is my downfall,

The only act that cannot be presumed.